"I was discharged on Christmas day morning, leaving that room and the hospital without my little girl was heart-breaking beyond belief.
Walking past people dressed up in christmas outfits, nurses who didn't know, wishing me a happy christmas - I just cried"

Nikki

Oskar's Little Foot

Oh my first born

Oh my first born, my beautiful curly haired son
My sweet, gentle, soft and compassionate one

I love you
& I remember you so well -
your weight in my belly & in my arms
Now your memory is two years old.

You brought me a gift of unconditional love
You taught me the depths of unknowable pain
I long for your body again and again

Becci for Oskar