"Sometimes I am right back there again and the depth of my feelings, my loss and my pain, once again equal the depth of my love for him. I cry and I hurt and I long. But it all reminds me that he will always be part of my life and that he is worth caring about"

Becci

Heather's Little Foot

Do you ever

Do you ever wonder why she was born so very small?
And do you ever ask yourself why she was given to you at all
Do you ever wonder what you did to deserve the pain?
And was it ever really worth the strain?

Did you ever feel alone and that no one cared
And knew they really wanted to but never really dared
Do you ever wonder why you still cry so many tears?
And never thought the hurt would last for all these many years?

Do you ever feel that your life keeps going wrong?
And wonder what it is in you that helps to keep you strong
Do you ever ask just why it happened to you?
And will the memory of then remain your whole life through?

And even if you could turn back time and had a chance to erase that day
You know that even with all the hurt you'd have it no other way
And when we held you in our arms my love it was a gust
Never wanting to let go although we knew we must

And though our hearts are aching and we long to hold you tight
We'll visit you in our dreams when we go to sleep at night

Anon